I'm not sure there is anyone in the world who wakes up more depressed than me

I have come to actually dread going to sleep because I hate waking up in the mornings. The phrase "I hate my life" is usually the first thing that springs into my head each day. That is really sad. I don't really have anything to hate that much and yet, that is the phrase that continually rapes my mind daily. Perhaps it is because my Gabourey Sabide-ious husband has been forcing me to get up before it is light out and I honestly can't function before 6:36 am, 6:46 being ideal. I don't know. I think I need to get Dr. Phil on myself and start forcing myself to think something even slightly more positive like "I have the gift of being alive". Ok, that might be a bit much but what about "if Sarah Palin can run for Vice President, I can do anything". That's optimistic and yet still tinged with the cruel recognition that many, many people are unbelievably fucking stupid. That's it! At least I am not one of them! Ladies and gentlemen, we have a winner.